Astronaut Reveals Emotional Distress Following Wave of Online Abuse Following Journey
A pioneering space traveler has opened up regarding her emotional downturn after facing a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a landmark journey to the edge of space.
Amanda Nguyen – recognized as a researcher and activist – was part of the brief journey to space in April, which also carried well-known figures.
The much-publicized journey was widely scrutinized by some, who cited its expense and environmental footprint.
Reflecting on the situation, Ms. Nguyen, who was celebrated as the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction buried her dreams under an torrent of sexist abuse.
“I explained the depression could persist for a long time,” the astronaut shared in a online statement, referring to a supportive conversation from a fellow crew member in the aftermath of the journey.
She described the press attention and digital reaction as an “onslaught no human brain has evolved to endure”.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
Ms. Nguyen, who has dedicated her work to female health science and operated research during the mission, said every professional achievement – including her lab work and extensive preparation to the historic significance of her heritage – was buried under the tide of sexist vitriol.
She is best known for her tireless campaigning protecting the rights of survivors of assault.
Her own dream of becoming an astronaut was deferred after an attack during her time as a student, leading to a protracted legal battle.
Finding Solid Ground
In the time since reaching space, she reports that the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she expressed gratitude the followers whose support were her lifeline. “Your support rescued me,” she affirmed.
She noted that amid the criticism, significant positive outcomes had come out of the experience, such as increased focus on her women's health research and platforms for her activism.
About the Mission
The self-operating spacecraft lifted off from Texas in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a 11-minute journey that exceeded the Kármán line of outer space.
The diverse crew also featured accomplished professionals from various fields.
The company behind the mission is a commercial aerospace company established by a Amazon founder.
